September 30, 2010

The Pull of the Old

Posted in Children, Family, Home, Serbia, Traditions, Travel, Uncategorized tagged , , , , at 6:56 am by Liliana

Revelers at the wedding

Revelers at the wedding, 8/10

My sister and I spent the last few days visiting our father and stepmother in Florida.

They had just gotten back from a month long trip to Serbia. Neither has been there for over twenty years. They were full of stories and impressions.

They had lots of photographs; and an eighteen hour video of an old fashioned wedding of our cousin’s son. We watched all eighteen hours.

Our father grew up in a small village (about hundred and fifty households) in Northern Serbia. His family has lived there for many generations. We are related, by blood or marriage, to almost every member of the population. We know their stories, and the nicknames of their grandfathers.

My father left the village and went out “into the wide world” when he was a teenager. My sister and I grew up in Belgrade. But almost every summer of our childhood and young adulthood we returned to visit. Everyone there knows not only us, but everything about us.

My cousin Milan and I are the same age. As children we played together, roamed the orchards, picked mushrooms in the nearby forests. He stole a cigarette from my grandfather and we tried smoking it in a dark corner behind the house. We chocked on the bitter smoke and neither tried again.

As teenagers we went hunting together, and spent evenings at village dances. He confided in me when he fell in love and decided to get married. Our children are the same age. It was his son’s wedding that we watched for eighteen hours.

Milan’s father and my father are first cousins. The two of them are the same age, twenty days apart. They grew up during the difficult years of WWII, and their childhoods were a lot less idyllic. But they probably did most of the same things that Milan and I did.

My grandfather and Milan’s grandmother were brother and sister. When her husband got killed by a horse in a freak accident, leaving her a widow with four children, my grandfather took on the care of her family.

Their father, my and Milan’s great-grandfather, Milos, was an adventurous man. He traveled the world and came to America in the late part of the 19th century. But he couldn’t stay long away from the village. Just like my father, who traveled the world as well, but has always gone back.

Watching the video made Branka and me feel like the part of the tribe that we belong to. We couldn’t eat the delicious food, we couldn’t drink the home made wine and plum brandy, we couldn’t place our arms around our family and join in the dance.

But when the music started playing, we knew exactly how they felt. And we knew all the songs.

4 Comments »

  1. Dave Harrison said,

    Wherever we go there is no place like home. Some things stay in our hearts forever. I hope you get a copy of the wedding so you can watch it when your feeling blue as it will put that lovely smile back on your face that we all love.
    Have a happy 🙂 day
    Dave

    • Liliana said,

      Dave,
      we are getting a copy of the wedding! Maybe watching it will chase the blues away on some cold, dark winter evening.
      L.

  2. bob said,

    Really nice blog.

    In regard to your comment on NY Times atricle about Serbia, please open this page.I would like to hear your opinion.

    http://www.israpundit.com/2008/?p=232

    Best regards,
    Bob

    • Liliana said,

      Bob, terrible crimes were commuted on all sides. I am deeply aware of that.

      My own family has suffered horribly, and I have family members who are Serbian, Croatian and Muslim. I love people for who they are as individuals, and have nothing but gratitude for our diverse approaches to life.

      Having said that, I think the fact that the West is willing to bury atrocities performed against the Serbian population is doing a great disservice to helping heal the wounds of this conflict. It would be much more productive to acknowledge what was done on all sides, examine the anguish, and try to forgive each other the best we can. Our children would thank us.


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